I have been thinking a lot lately about my children and how much I truly admire their individual qualities.
I can definitely understand why Christ tells us “Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.”
- Has always been the nicest big brother. He helps his sisters with everything. He is so patient with their demands. He gives them his advice. He teaches them. He makes them smile.
- Loves to have discussions with his mom and dad. He likes to talk about the day, his interests, struggles, politics, anything having to do with science, and the gospel.
- Gets very sensitive about hurting feelings, his own guilt, and disappointing others. It takes very, very little to correct him.
- Is gregarious, joyful, smiley, and playful. She reads, acts, sings, dances, bounces, and loves life to the fullest.
- Tries really hard to be inclusive. She is a caretaker. She gives up her own needs for those of others. She is gentle with little children. She is selfless.
- Craves physical touch and loves to hug, wrestle, hold hands, and anything else that helps her feel important and connected with others.
- Has constantly shifting emotions but tries really hard to be her best self. She works to follow rules and instructions. She tries hard to overcome obstacles and impulses. She never gives up.
- Is soulful. She is learning what feeling the spirit is like and what she can do to feel it more often. She is in tune with how good it feels to have the Holy Ghost with her and bursts into song about it.
- Smiles a lot. She laughs. She giggles. She loves surprising others and making them laugh. She wants to be in on the joke.
Admittedly, I don’t always feel only gratitude and awe at these little ones…but I’m realizing more and more how much I need them.
I need them to teach me. I need them to lead me, guide me, and walk beside me. I need them to help me find the way.
I also need them to love me.
And the amazing thing is that even through all of my seemingly insurmountable motherly imperfections, they do!
What a gift.